02/04 :: I take a big big big break on this, 'caus i was going to be crazy, my deadly computer is still alive. I'm happy for that. I try to have to job, searching for something not to sportiv, 'caus i can't. I hope i'll have something. I'm still at 1/4 of the total money for the new computer. Hell.. I hope my art will be better and i'll have no more problems with my materials for months, my bf have no more a computer able to make him play, so i'm in a better situation than him. I would love to win 1800 € at a money game like that, magical, u see x) ! Yeah, i can dream :')
Well, all of that to say, i don't give up, and i continue to work !
Hey guys, how are you ?
I think, i needed to make a new and clean journal. Well, i'm on a dead computer, i'm doing some crazy things to make it work, i don't know how much time he will be able to stay with me, but i keep up.
First i'll give you my comishes prices.
If u don't understand something please note me !
After, my adops open :
Third, my YCH open ~ !
Last thing about things to buy, look at my characters and note me if one of them grab your eyes. I would probably be able to sell some of them. But care, i'm really, really picky with some characters.
So, why i'm saying emergency if my computer is actually working ?
Because this computer have actually 4 years and i used him A LOT, the keyboard have keys who are going away, my USB port are freakin' me out ( i should put my mouse or my tablet in a correct way and don't MOVE of any millimeter. ) My Network card coming now in the problem, my connexion is shutting down on my computer ( And only him ) and btw i'm a connected to the box with cable. Well, last thing, my screen is doing rainbow lines at start. Like. A rainbow screen, sounds cool.. But that's not :') I hope this old babe will be able to stay with me until i've my new and dream one.
Why did i have no job / don't ask family ?
'Cause it's not like that it work ? Maybe, i'm not like, welp, mummy buy me this computer pls, my B-day is in three months, no, i'm not goin' to ask that, caus' i know i can't, my mum would love to help, she don't like to see me like that. 'Caus drawin' is everything i love, everything i'm good too. With my problem on my leg, i can't go out run toward each company and say " Hello please take me i'm motivated ". Motivation isn't the only parameter to have a job, if it was that easy i would certainly have bought my new computer months ago OAO !
Why don't i take a cheaper computer if i can't buy the one i want now ?
Well, what the interest of doin' that ? I wont buy 10 computer in a year.. And i wont take a computer who wont be able to make my device work. Not useful at all, i prefer tryhard the one i want and buy only one instead of 2 or 3 or more.
Why don't u show ur goal anymore ?
I think i don't need to show the computer i want anymore caus' it can affraid ppl and btw, that's boring to have " Buy a cheaper one " I make my choice and that's it.
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